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Monday, May 7, 2012

The Paintbrush


She reaches for her paintbrush, it’s time again to paint.
She holds it close to her canvas, not using any restraint,
All the while keeping her expression quite quaint.

This painting shall be her finest, her most magnificent vignette.
She paints in crimson red, lustfully meticulous as if outlining her silhouette.
This final piece she will fail to ever regret. 

Almost now complete, she paints her last stroke.
She saves the best for last, as her finale can all but be revoke.
But now comes a twist you won’t believe, as if it were a gruesome joke.

She painted a gorgeous picture upon a canvas, you see?
But her brush was but a blade, her canvas but the wrist of she.
The crimson paint she used was but her liquid life she wished to free.

But now her lovely painting fades,
For her arm holds no more blood to keep it vivid in shades.
Forevermore, she continues to fade ‘til nothing else remains.

But now, you see, there is but one more twist.
For her mind was really the razor
And her heart was but her wrist.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

It's Funny, Isn't It?

It's funny isn't it
How effortlessly one can take a blade
Run it across their skin
Puncture the very thing that keeps them whole
Over and over again 
Until all pain is gone
  Until all the blood is drained
               Until they are numb
                             Until the next time.
It's funny how such a simple action can become
         a dangerous addition
                     A ravenous craving
    An unconscious compulsion;
                                                                                                                 An addiction not easily overcome.
It's funny how such a simple act on oneself can hurt so many others
Cause so much pain to their friends
                To their boyfriend or girlfriend
                                                                                To their family.
It's funny how all of the pain it releases is brought back
not long afterwards.
Funny isn't it.

But I ask,
Is all of this worth it?

They say no.

I say…
I'm sorry.