Showing posts with label knife. Show all posts
Showing posts with label knife. Show all posts

Monday, May 7, 2012

The Paintbrush


She reaches for her paintbrush, it’s time again to paint.
She holds it close to her canvas, not using any restraint,
All the while keeping her expression quite quaint.

This painting shall be her finest, her most magnificent vignette.
She paints in crimson red, lustfully meticulous as if outlining her silhouette.
This final piece she will fail to ever regret. 

Almost now complete, she paints her last stroke.
She saves the best for last, as her finale can all but be revoke.
But now comes a twist you won’t believe, as if it were a gruesome joke.

She painted a gorgeous picture upon a canvas, you see?
But her brush was but a blade, her canvas but the wrist of she.
The crimson paint she used was but her liquid life she wished to free.

But now her lovely painting fades,
For her arm holds no more blood to keep it vivid in shades.
Forevermore, she continues to fade ‘til nothing else remains.

But now, you see, there is but one more twist.
For her mind was really the razor
And her heart was but her wrist.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Can I try?


Each slow, shallow breath I take
Sends me closer towards my fate.
My mind races with my heart, and fails to refrain
From creating a never ending cycle of lustful pain.


I clench this knife with an ambivalent grasp,
Letting it carve into my flesh as I let out a silent gasp.
Desperate for comfort, the silence feigns screams
As the blade reassures me this in not a dream.


I give into each corrupt desire,
I give into my every failure.


Am I dead or alive?
Am I reality deprived?
Can I feel? Can I cry?
Can I simply try?