tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6676780687163350292024-03-13T08:57:00.369-07:00Addicted To The Sadnessforbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.comBlogger34125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-48139557686013852152012-12-10T19:08:00.001-08:002012-12-11T18:31:53.525-08:00Hey Guys!Sorry I've been gone for so long. It's been quite the road I'm on but I'm better now. :) I just posted quite a few poems I've been writing during my absence, I hope you like them! Let me know that you think.forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-3137742583678142062012-12-10T19:07:00.002-08:002012-12-10T19:07:15.574-08:00Your Heart<br />
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I lived on piercing air, with each breath</div>
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forcing itself into my lungs</div>
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I was a slave to life, being held captive</div>
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in my own mind until I met <em style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline: none 0px;">you</em>.</div>
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You released me from this mortal mesh,</div>
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you taught me how to swim in this sea of sadness.</div>
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For this, I can promise you one thing,</div>
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despite how many times I’ve lost my sanity</div>
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and lost my ways</div>
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I promise</div>
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I will never lose</div>
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your <em style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline: none 0px;">heart</em>.</div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-1896328483732091112012-12-10T19:06:00.005-08:002012-12-10T19:06:49.966-08:00Anxiety Attack<br />
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Panic</div>
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You feel</div>
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It</div>
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Pulsing</div>
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Through each and every vein</div>
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Creeping</div>
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Through each and every vessel</div>
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Every part</div>
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Of you is</div>
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Engulfed</div>
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In this seemingly never ending</div>
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Insanity</div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-12214773742334755272012-12-10T19:06:00.002-08:002012-12-10T19:06:15.719-08:00I Love You More<br />
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Like the ocean</div>
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That never</div>
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Ceases to</div>
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Kiss</div>
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The shore</div>
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With every</div>
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Wave</div>
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That crashes</div>
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I love you more</div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-85338165190513054832012-12-10T19:05:00.001-08:002012-12-11T18:31:08.670-08:00Untitled<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">At a loss for words</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">Unable to think</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">I look at you</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;">And suddenly I can speak.</span>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-346655348556282312012-12-10T19:04:00.007-08:002012-12-10T19:04:59.479-08:00My Savior<br />
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Now I lay down with you to sleep,</div>
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I pray your silhouette is mine to keep,</div>
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thy angels watch us through the night,</div>
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And keep us safe till morning’s light.</div>
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Now I lay down with you to sleep,</div>
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I pray your heart is mine to keep,</div>
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If we should die before we wake,</div>
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Bless us Lord our souls to take.</div>
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Now I lay down with you to sleep,</div>
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I promise I am forever yours to keep,</div>
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Angels watch us through the night,</div>
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And wake us with the morning light.</div>
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<em style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline: none 0px;">I feel like I need to explain this one. I usually just leave my poetry up to interpretation but this time I want to explain it. I am not Christian, but to those of you who are, you probably know this is almost the exact same as the Children Lord’s Prayer. That was my point. I used the prayer and changed it to refer to our relationship. I am in love with someone, and he is my savior. The Lord is the savior for Christians, in a similar way to how Kyle is my savior. He has saved me from myself, just as God/Jesus saved Christians from their sins. This poem is for him, and I love him more than anything. </em></div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-89650640979941146152012-12-10T19:04:00.003-08:002012-12-10T19:04:17.629-08:00Repair<br />
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Once lost in despair</div>
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Thinking I was beyond repair,</div>
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I found you.</div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-60393030267790091162012-12-10T19:03:00.002-08:002012-12-10T19:03:36.892-08:00Red Rose<br />
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This red rose may have its thorns</div>
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But I reach to pick it anyways</div>
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For I know that in the end</div>
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It will be more than worth it. </div>
forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-16126154897722402712012-08-05T23:50:00.000-07:002012-08-05T23:50:00.860-07:00I Don't Care if I Die<br />
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Hello darkness, my old friend.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It’s been a while, but I’ve come back to see you again.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I wanted to tell you: I don’t care whether I live or I die,<o:p></o:p></div>
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But I don’t want to be the direct fault of my own demise.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Can you help me with this, my long lost friend?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Just please bring this darkness to an irrefutable end. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I know a girl,</div>
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with pain in her eyes</div>
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and sorrow in her soul</div>
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and regret in every fiber of her being.</div>
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I know a girl,</div>
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a very lovely girl</div>
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who hides much beneath</div>
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and no one ever notices.</div>
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I know a girl</div>
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with a shattered smile</div>
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with melancholy laughter on her lips</div>
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with scars on her soft, impressionable wrists</div>
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with doubt plastered upon her flawless brow.</div>
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I know a girl</div>
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who is “okay”</div>
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who is “fine”</div>
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who is just tired of this life.</div>
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I know a girl who is broken.</div>
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I love this girl who is falling apart. </div>
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I know a girl I want to fix.</div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-65619715787732390602012-05-07T10:36:00.000-07:002012-05-07T10:36:36.185-07:00The Paintbrush<br />
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She reaches for her paintbrush, it’s time again to paint.<o:p></o:p></div>
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She holds it close to her canvas, not using any restraint,<o:p></o:p></div>
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All the while keeping her expression quite quaint.</div>
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<br /></div>
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This painting shall be her finest, her most magnificent vignette.<o:p></o:p></div>
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She paints in crimson red, lustfully meticulous as if
outlining her silhouette.<o:p></o:p></div>
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This final piece she will fail to ever regret. </div>
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<br /></div>
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Almost now complete, she paints her last stroke.<o:p></o:p></div>
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She saves the best for last, as her finale can all but be
revoke.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But now comes a twist you won’t believe, as if it were a gruesome
joke.</div>
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<br /></div>
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She painted a gorgeous picture upon a canvas, you see? <o:p></o:p></div>
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But her brush was but a blade, her canvas but the wrist of she.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The crimson paint she used was but her liquid life she
wished to free.</div>
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<br /></div>
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But now her lovely painting fades, <o:p></o:p></div>
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For her arm holds no more blood to keep it vivid in shades.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Forevermore, she continues to fade ‘til nothing else
remains.</div>
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<br /></div>
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But now, you see, there is but one more twist.<o:p></o:p></div>
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For her mind was really the razor<o:p></o:p></div>
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And her heart was but her wrist.<o:p></o:p></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-72782749477838980582012-04-16T13:04:00.001-07:002012-04-16T13:06:34.617-07:00Can I try?<br />
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Each slow, shallow breath I take <o:p></o:p></div>
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Sends me closer towards my fate.<o:p></o:p></div>
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My mind races with my heart, and fails to refrain <o:p></o:p></div>
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From creating a never ending cycle of lustful pain. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<o:p><br /></o:p></div>
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I clench this knife with an ambivalent grasp, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Letting it carve into my flesh as I let out a silent gasp.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Desperate for comfort, the silence feigns screams<o:p></o:p></div>
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As the blade reassures me this in not a dream. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<o:p><br /></o:p></div>
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I give into each corrupt desire, <o:p></o:p></div>
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I give into my every failure.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<o:p><br /></o:p></div>
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Am I dead or alive?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Am I reality deprived?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Can I feel? Can I cry? <o:p></o:p></div>
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Can I simply try?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-90781908646587915422012-04-07T11:14:00.001-07:002012-04-07T11:14:23.463-07:00Never Fall That Far Again<br />
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A
whispering gust of verses encircle my ears as your lips somberly dance to the
rhythm. I watch as the darkness drips
from your mouth, just as blood leaks from a closing wound. Your eyes wander hastily
to catch a glimmer of sunlight, only to halt as it is kisses the lifeless
concrete that lie beneath your feet.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Your mouth
begins to dance again, “This ground I see, <o:p></o:p></div>
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This
ground supports my flesh, <o:p></o:p></div>
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my
burdens, <o:p></o:p></div>
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my faith. <o:p></o:p></div>
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It keeps
me afloat in my sea of woe.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Thru it, I can never fall that far again.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-2207237482513891452012-04-07T10:55:00.000-07:002012-04-07T10:55:04.828-07:00A Requiem<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
You
bleed waning passion.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We
watch it escape every crevasse, <o:p></o:p></div>
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Every
pour,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Every
crack in your flesh.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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You
grow hope in your garden of denial.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We
watch them bloom into their demise,<o:p></o:p></div>
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As
you have no water to sanctify them. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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You
sleep with cozening shadows.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We
watch your every breathe;<o:p></o:p></div>
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With
every inhale you let in your demons,<o:p></o:p></div>
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With
every exhale you sink deeper in your quietus.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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You
smile with fear beneath your teeth.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We
watch you force every grin,<o:p></o:p></div>
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As
you lean to kiss your fear instead of me.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
You
<span style="background: white;">shuffle off this mortal coil<span class="apple-converted-space">.</span></span><o:p></o:p></div>
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We
watch you flee with a bullet,<o:p></o:p></div>
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As
you give up the ghost and set your soul to eternal rest.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
You
lay on the lamenting floor.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="background: white; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">We stare in dismay at your lifeless body,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: white; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I mutter your requiem, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: white; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;">As it shares a melody with the silence.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-61140078488752997392012-04-05T19:18:00.002-07:002012-04-05T21:38:46.682-07:00Inharmonious<br />
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We’re both musicians in this world of silence.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We’re both artists in this world of black.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We’re both humans in this world of beasts.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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It would seem we match perfectly;<o:p></o:p></div>
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like a match to a fire, like a wave to an ocean, like a ray to a sun, like a note to a harmony.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Well then, why can’t we harmonize?<o:p></o:p></div>
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We see notes as they fly by,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Yet why can’t we play them right?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Why can’t we play them right?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Why can’t we play them right?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Why?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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We never play the same song.<o:p></o:p><br />
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<span style="color: #323232; font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18px;"><br /></span></span></div>
</div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-8038059124555745162012-04-05T19:01:00.001-07:002012-04-05T21:50:57.030-07:00Welcome<br />
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Welcome to my inconsistent personality.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Welcome to my chaotic compositions.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Welcome to my perverse sentiments.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Welcome to my literary haven.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Welcome to the tale of my demise.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-40973155167028959962012-04-02T14:26:00.002-07:002012-04-06T01:17:03.075-07:00In My Mind<br />
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In the mind of the normal:<o:p></o:p></div>
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A razor is meant to shave with.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bottle of pills is meant to be stored up high.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bridge is meant to be walked across.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bathtub full of water is meant to be jumped into.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A full plate is meant to be eaten.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A passing train in meant to be waved at.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A rope is meant to hold a piñata.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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In the mind of the empty:<o:p></o:p></div>
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A razor is meant to numb the pain.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bottle of pills is meant to be swallowed.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A bridge is meant to be jumped off of.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bathtub full of water is meant to hold a breathless body.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A full plate is meant to be thrown away.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A passing train in meant to be walked in front of.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A rope is meant to become a noose.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
In the mind of the artist:<o:p></o:p></div>
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A razor is meant to intrigue.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A bottle of pills is meant to numb the mind.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
A bridge is meant to be over water.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A bathtub full of water is meant to be still.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A full plate is meant to be overwhelming.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A passing train in meant to be lit up.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A rope is meant to hold up my hope.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-64410843628515403342012-04-02T01:50:00.000-07:002012-04-07T12:00:07.054-07:00I sulk. I sit. I wait.<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I sulk. I sit. I wait.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For a day without pain, without regret, without fear.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For the day when I am no longer isolated within in my own mind.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For that day when my war has been won.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I sulk. I sit. I wait. </span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I hope to one day greet this day, for my bleeding heart yearns for this reunion.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The day has still yet to show, and my strength is growing thin.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I sulk. I sit. I wait.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This hope I still hold looks an awful lot like fear. </span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<em style="margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-top: 0px !important; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> When will this day come?</span></em></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For it looks like that day to never come.</span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 10px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I sulk. I sit. I wait.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">For I realize that day is not too far away. </span></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-1794934828782441102012-04-01T23:26:00.000-07:002012-04-07T11:59:44.394-07:00Mori Art TiTo die was an art,<br />
So let me paint.forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-65572086050295718482012-04-01T23:14:00.000-07:002012-04-02T00:07:39.732-07:00It's Funny, Isn't It?<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 18pt;">It's funny isn't it</span><br />
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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How effortlessly one can take a blade<o:p></o:p></div>
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Run it across their skin<o:p></o:p></div>
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Puncture the very thing that keeps them whole<o:p></o:p></div>
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Over and over again <o:p></o:p></div>
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Until all pain is gone<o:p></o:p></div>
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Until all the blood is drained<o:p></o:p></div>
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Until they are numb<o:p></o:p></div>
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Until the next time.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It's funny how such a simple action can become <o:p></o:p></div>
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a
dangerous addition<o:p></o:p></div>
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A ravenous
craving<o:p></o:p></div>
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An unconscious compulsion;<o:p></o:p></div>
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An addiction not easily overcome.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It's funny how such a simple act on oneself can hurt so many others<o:p></o:p></div>
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Cause so much pain to their friends<o:p></o:p></div>
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To
their boyfriend or girlfriend<o:p></o:p></div>
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To
their family.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It's funny how all of the pain it releases is brought back <o:p></o:p></div>
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not long afterwards.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Funny isn't it.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But I ask,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Is all of this worth it?<o:p></o:p></div>
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They say no.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I say…<o:p></o:p></div>
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I'm sorry.<o:p></o:p></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-21698692479757087892012-04-01T22:23:00.000-07:002012-05-06T19:20:11.827-07:00Oh, Precious PainOh, precious pain,<br />
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How you force me down with your everlasting chain.</div>
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How I never cease to try to escape your grasp in vain.</div>
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How I find your allure ironically addictive; ‘tis only you I hope to gain.</div>
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Oh, precious pain,<br />
How you are surely my bane.</div>
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How you will forever be my biggest blood-red stain.</div>
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How you are the cause for my lesser hope, ‘tis now on the wane.</div>
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How you have surely driven me insane.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Oh, precious pain,
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How I beseech you to rid me from my mortal duties, do not refrain.</div>
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Just promptly carry me to His anodyne domain.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Oh, precious pain.</div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-11079858717116355622012-03-31T16:41:00.001-07:002012-03-31T16:41:27.756-07:00Oh dearOh dear, wipe those tears. You may think you’re broken, but that doesn’t
mean you can’t be fixed. You will make it through this. forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-35932928118116510722012-03-31T16:20:00.003-07:002012-03-31T16:20:58.828-07:00The words I never said<br />
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The words I never said<o:p></o:p></div>
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I regret them in my head<o:p></o:p></div>
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They haunt me as I lay in bed<o:p></o:p></div>
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Those words I never said</div>
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To you</div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-12854472243605622912012-03-30T15:06:00.000-07:002012-03-30T15:06:02.170-07:00What do you dream about at night?<br />
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What do you dream about at night when you’re all alone in
your bed?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<i>All alone at night.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Do you dream about dreaming,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Only reaching for success within the depths of your sheltered
hallucinations?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<i>The hallucinations
never end.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Do you dream about death,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Only to be disillusioned when you awaken every morning?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<i>Sleep serves merely as
your temporary demise.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Do you dream about love lost,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Only to become disheartened when you can’t even find it in
that black hole you call your mind.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<i>Love will never find
you.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Or do you just never dream at all?<o:p></o:p></div>
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<i>Because that would simply
be the worst of all.<o:p></o:p></i></div>
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What do you dream about at night?<o:p></o:p></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-667678068716335029.post-46004805408595547972012-03-29T14:27:00.000-07:002012-04-02T10:42:30.676-07:00That Feeling...<br />
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That feeling of wanting despite not needing;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of endless, agonizing pain despite efforts to heal;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of pure emptiness despite being physically whole;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of loneliness despite being surrounded by others;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of shame
despite no one knowing what you’ve done to yourself;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of hopelessness despite knowing it will get
better;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of weakness despite the eternal determination;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling of uncertainty despite knowing exactly what’s
wrong;<o:p></o:p></div>
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That feeling that's illogically logical. <o:p></o:p></div>forbloodyknuckleshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05248814298407057200noreply@blogger.com0